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im running out of people to complain to about being sad and hating myself for wasting my time, energy and feelings on someone who never appreciated me and made me feel like garbage
more news at 11
a lot of bad things keep happening to me and it makes me want to sit and cry and wish they would stop happening so often and in such rapid succession
lmao why do i have SO MANY COMPLEXES ABOUT EVERYTHING ive basically given up trying to find happiness in life because everything is and always will be terrible
also to a friend who shall remain nameless:
please stop groping my boobs when we hang out
it makes me really uncomfortable and not want to hang out with you
seriously though i freak out and have really anxious episodes about this every so often its so terrible
i wish i could just not
speak to anyone at all and live by myself and be happy perfectly alone like in the woods somewhere
i couldnt even own a cat because what if it left me
ok does anyone else when ,talking to friends and other people close to you, get so cripplingly afraid that youll say something or do something or maybe not say something or do something you should have and you wont even know what it was but theyll drop you out of their lives suddenly and replace you immediately with someone else and be perfectly happy without you because there is literally nothing special about you in any way, you are so replaceable that you feel like you have to always say and do the right things at the right times or else they will lose interest in you because youre so insignificant and uninteresting
